What If Judas Had Repented?
I give in to the sunlight
with a cord wound like a necktie
no one at my backside
except the only tree in this field
Aren't I just like you
I'd give away my life
but my spirit's headed south
my body's spinning 'round
I'll raise my eyes to you
looking to the sky above
something takes my hand and leads me away
down into the floor
as the sun goes farther down on me
is this the way it has to be
I know you'd never kiss me the way I kissed you
I remember the night we dined and died
you gave me life
like bread and wine
I pushed aside
our lives for thirty pieces of mine
and left you to bear the shame
my guilt, my crime
Am I so unlike you
or were you another man entirely
does my kiss embue my heart upon your cheek
was it you that left me hanging
or the cord I wound around these branches
Aren't I just like you
I am so unlike you
you gave and I dipped the morsel
left it to mold by the wayside of my heart
I washed my hands of your blood,
spit it at your feet after you washed mine
oh why did you treat me so kindly
I left your bread behind
abandoned the twelve with a tree to my back
I'm just like you
except that you can heal the wounded when you bleed
and you'd forgive a man who can't forgive himself
No one watched me tie the knot
No one heard my guilty silence
No one saw me struggle for life
No one but you
and I'm sorry
Aren't we all capable of this crime
Now we all need you
I know I'm nothing like you
I am nothing
completely incomplete
And no one cut the rope
I give into the sunlight
it's loneliest I've ever been
I'll always be without You
though my sanity returned to me
here I'll stay to hang forever
in one way or another
drowning in air beneath the sky
and I'm sorry for the kiss
and all the lip service
I'm sorry, Jesus
I'm sorry
Sorry...I
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